What a yucky day..

The day started off wrong when I woke up later than I was supposed to. It continued to get worse when I remembered that Christian & Tim were already gone. When I wake up and they aren't still at home I feel like they aren't real...that's the only way I can explain it. I don't feel like a wife or a mom because they aren't around for me to talk to or cuddle.

The day continued on the wrong foot when I got to work and immediately realized that I had locked my keys in my car. I couldn't do anything about it until the end of the day and so it loomed over me like a dark cloud all day. The day got even better when I remembered that we had a field trip. Ordinarily this would put me in a good mood, however, my students do not know how to behave in the classroom...so why would I want to take them out in public? Hrmmm I think I will go erase the part that says where I teach....just in case things get ugly. Anyways it is also really hot outside and it was a walking field trip.

I was really stressed all day and kept forgetting to call and check on Christian. That always cheers me up so I try to do it as much as possible. My mom called when we were on the way to the library and I could hear the little beast in the background. I think he was saying hello. Speaking of Christian talking I had a dream that he said mommy last night... He spoke very clearly so I was quite impressed.

The field trip ended up not being too horrible. The other grades were completely out of control at times, but the fifth grade did pretty well! Now I am at school waiting for my class to start. I neglected to bring my teacher's guide so I can only do so much planning ahead... so now I am spending my time on the Internet. I was talking to Laura but she abandoned me. I guess that is okay because as soon as it hits 6:00 I am going to call Tim and make him talk to me while he drives home! In fact, I think I will go now that way I can find out what Chris is up to before I do that!